Summer just got a lil more heartache.

Chapter 3

Monday, July 30, 2007

7/30/2007

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Time Check: 2144Hrs

So. Im all cried with nothing to say(copying keisha coles there, LAST NIGHT, tskk, DUHH). Thus, my nick. Naz was sweet. She know;s how to say the right things at the right time. And im Soo GRATEFUL to have a cousin like her. And ill say this now and will keep on saying, I LOVE YOU.

I dint wana stay at home alone on Sat night so i slept over at Ai;Mama's crib. Yeah, im so glad she;s there for me. She has her own problem but yet she listen;s to mine. So, now SHE is my definition of a friend. Sleepover;s are always fun espicially if someone you appreciates and vice-versa is there. Aye Ai?

We watched movies all night long. Ouh and yah, before that wen i was washing up, the stupid soap went into my eyes. It got so red, so itchy, so irritating that i actually forced Ai to bring me to the 7-eleven to buy myself an eyemore at 3am. Cool or what? Ahaks. So off we went, to 7-eleven, got twisties, offering 2 for $2, for the night and went back home. Yeahness.

We end the movie marathon with an Indonesian movie, KUNTILANAK. I swear the KUNTILANAK a.k.a PONTIANAK wasnt scary at all. And aida left me watching all alone cause she fell asleep. Whutta lah Aida. So but i END up sleeping as well. Untill the DVD off by itself. AND we end up sleeping infront of the TV. Nyahah. That;s what i call GREAT sleepover;s.

Ouh. Ai, introduced me to one of her friends. So now, i have a NEW friend. Great or what? So he;s nice. But i dont know. Only know him for like, what? Erm, 2 days. Nyaha. We yet to even meet in person but i;ve see his pictures and vice versa. So yeah, i hope he'll turn out to be a great friend.

- So THANK YOU to the girls who have made my life alot more loved -

My lovely cousin - Nazia Mattar & My Besterestest friend - Zuraida Rahim.

I LOEWE YOU GIRLS.

Chapter 2

Friday, July 27, 2007

7/27/2007

Time Check: 1827hrs

Hey there. Ok so i edited some parts of my blog. Its really still under renovation so yeah. Will just keep it that way .

So life hasnt really been fair for me. I just wish some things would change. You know, sometimes i wish that im still in school, having fun, always having friends around. Friends? What are they actually? Are they people who come and go in ur life? Or are they people that you can shed a tear? No, actually alot of tears,that still thinks something is funny, eventhough all the rest don;t understand your crap? So what are they? Are they people that only needs you when their ass;s in trouble, when their fcuking sad about loosing their boyfriend? Or are they people, that appreciates you like you appreciate them?

I dont know. What is the definition of a Friend. Cause if you have the answer, then, you are lucky. You actually have A FRIEND or maybe luckeir, FRIENDS ? And so, if you have a friend, do they leave this meaninggful friendship for somone she call;s a BOYFRIEND? Yes? No? That;s what happening to me right now. Years of dear friendship, UPS & DOWNS, LEFT & RIGHT, Side By Side, Sleepover(S), Hogging, chilling, towning, shopping, CLUBBING, dissapearing with a simple message. Why? Is not years of friendship meant anything to you?

You said that you dont wanna fighht with Boyfie anymore because everytime you fight, there;s always me. In the first place, WHY involve me? Why am i being blame for going out with you? Why are you not allowed to giv me your Number? C;mon girl, im your bestfriend, for goodness sake, or NOT now. And so since your boyfriend who you love dearly cannot accept me in his life, you got to throw me away as well? That;s not fair dont you think? Well what can i do? Im just, a girl, who;s been so very close to you for so many years, stayin a few blocks away from you, going here and there with you. A girl you just see as a friend, who thinks she wants to destroy your oh - so "LOVING" relationship, aye?

Then let this girl go away. With tears falling down her cheeks. With no one, she can turn to, no one she can call when she;s upset about something. See, these tears aren;t fake dear. It;s real. And as long as i don;t have you back as my bestfriend, these tears might just be flowing~

Your still much loved. By me.

Not so much of loving,
Brown Eyes = ' (

Chapter 1

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

7/24/2007

Time Check : 1029PM

I know, im so bad at this blogging thingy that i eventually hate my skin and even though i appreciate that Nazia is doing it for me, i think there;s something wrong with my eyes. Maybe because its not yet complete.

You know, i use to do this alot when i was waiting for my N level results. But ive yet touch, that i eventually forget BLOGGING even existed. My biggest apology to those BLOG whore;s(and i mean it in a nice way).

The only thing i can think about now to pour is about this blog. Aiyoh. Fortunately i don;t have time to do this everyday or there;s only me conquering the computer. And my poor brother is BEGGING for it. HAHA. Awww~

Ok. I better go Now. ill see if i can come back later but if not, ill keep this post this way.

Love.
Brown Eyes

Review

Monday, July 16, 2007

7/16/2007

Time Check : 1216

I actually am working now and since on one is around in the office im stealing time to create a blog because thanks to Nenez, blogging can help to ease. Yeah ease alot of things. Like whats happening, what happened and what's so gonna happen.

Im really not good and this things like the backgrounds and such so since Naz has nothing to do for now, she;ll be more then willing to help aye Naz?

So since this is the review, i;ll make it short. Actually i need to make a run cause it wont be nice if someoone were to pop-in all of a sudden and i have no time to save this. So here goes something.

Lots of Love,
Brown Eyes